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Tara, who travelled from Ireland to England to have an abortion. Adam Patterson

'People think I'm the devil for having an abortion, but it's the only option that's right for me'

A young Cork woman has taken part in a BBC documentary that follows her journey to have an abortion in the UK.

A YOUNG CORK woman has spoken out about her experience of travelling to Britain for an abortion in a new BBC documentary.

Tara has allowed the programme follow her on her journey to a clinic in Ealing, London, just two weeks after she found out she was pregnant.

The programme, ’Abortion: Ireland’s Guilty Secret?’, airs on BBC Three tomorrow evening at 9pm.

The 24-year-old is just one of the 5,000 Irish women who travel to the UK for an abortion every year.

She said she wanted to share her story publicly as it is something no one talks about.

I am sure there are people out there that think I am the devil for doing this, but I know myself that it is the only option that feels right to me right now.

Tara said she was surprised when she discovered she was pregnant as she had been on the pill.

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Explaining her decision to have an abortion, Tara said she does not feel ready to have a baby and there is a lot more she wants to do with her life.

We have a road trip planned for the states next year, we are saving for a new apartment… I am just not ready … it’s not the best time for me right now…

Feeling like a criminal 

Tara said being forced to travel to England for the procedure does make her feel like a criminal.

I think there is stigma attached to it as you have to leave the country for it.

She admitted she had questioned whether she was making the right decision.

I definitely would be lying if I said that thought hasn’t come into my head.
At times I feel guilty… but I think I would be able to give a lot more to a child ten years down the line than I can now. 

Tara said she was angry women were being ignored. “You deserve to be treated as a human and not as a criminal.”

Before entering the clinic, she meets the BBC reporter, Alys Harte, in London.

“It’s not pleasant to have to leave your home and fly across the water when it is such a simple procedure.”

Travelling over 500 miles to have an abortion cost Tara and Steve over £1000.

The rest of the world can see this is wrong. We are part of a western society and yet it hasn’t changed yet.

“I am afraid I will feel guilty and feel regretful,” she explained.

Walking in to the clinic, Tara said she was both angry and nervous. Pro-life campaigners stand outside the clinic with posters, while some pray on their knees.

Travelling to the UK 

Another woman also tells her story anonymously in the documentary.

She travelled to the UK from Northern Ireland when she was seven weeks pregnant.

“I never would have thought I would have one until it happened to me.”

Outlining her decision to have an abortion she said “it wouldn’t be fair on anybody”.

She went to the clinic and was given tablets that she was told would end her pregnancy.

Once I take these there is no going back, I thought, but I knew I had made the journey, so I made the decision to go ahead with it.

She was told she would start bleeding heavily, but she had a flight to catch back to Belfast.

“I started bleeding in toilets at the airport,” she explained, but her flight was being called.

“I had a very heavy bleed walking down the stairs… I freaked out in the middle of airport, crying hysterically, I wanted to be somewhere private.”

She got on the plane and went into bathroom where she experienced heavy clotting and bleeding.

I could hardly get clean… parts of my body or baby that was a part of me just coming a part inside of me, on an aeroplane – it was just horrific – very unfair, compared to girls who are living in UK while we are expected to travel and pay.

Abortion: Ireland’s Guilty Secret? airs on BBC Three tomorrow evening at 9pm.

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    Nov 18th 2021, 12:55 PM

    Why are half of the articles comments closed? Why is the presidential oath one closed?? How do the TDs and senetors not think, “first world problems”

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    Nov 18th 2021, 1:01 PM

    @Martin Redington: Comments are closed when a court case is still going on. You have been here for 7 years, you should know this by now.

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    Nov 18th 2021, 1:03 PM

    @Pete Gilmartin: articles on travellers are also always closed.. what do they say, “if you want to know who controls you look at who you’re not allowed to criticise”?

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    Nov 18th 2021, 1:05 PM

    @Martin Redington: Labour, SF and SDs with nothing better to be doing than grandstanding their atheism and objection to the words God and Almighty. As if there aren’t enough real problems to contend with for these so called socialists.

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    Nov 18th 2021, 1:08 PM

    @Martin Redington: Maybe they’re afraid that people who might want to vent about a different issue entirely will post something in the comments section of an article that has absolutely nothing to do with that particular article. I’ve seen it happen before and quite recently too. It’s amazing how often it happens.

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    Nov 18th 2021, 1:13 PM

    @GrumpyAulFella: They’re not all atheists and not all people are Christian or monotheist either. Exclusion from office on the basis of religious discrimination is a problem but not as urgent as other but luckily we have the ability to fix more than one problem at a time….

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    Nov 18th 2021, 1:21 PM

    @Diarmuid Hunt: who’s excluding anyone from the office?

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    Nov 18th 2021, 1:49 PM

    @Pete Gilmartin: and what about comments closed on the Chinese tennis player

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    Nov 18th 2021, 2:09 PM

    @Roy Dowling: To get into the office you must swear an oath to ‘Almighty God’. Now one can do that against their beliefs but it is exclusionary by nature and not in line with freedom of religion. If people of faith think that faith is important then they shouldn’t be forcing people to take a frivolous oath to their god.

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    Nov 18th 2021, 2:14 PM

    @Diarmuid Hunt: who is excluded from office? Our president is a self-confessed atheist. How much money, time and effort have these offended politicians wasted on this nonsense when as a nation we’re battling a global health emergency and homelessness crisis?

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    Nov 18th 2021, 2:18 PM

    @GrumpyAulFella: It wouldn’t be wasted if it was already done. Also could you show me how Michael D is an atheist, can’t find an article on it

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    Nov 18th 2021, 2:19 PM

    @Diarmuid Hunt: it didn’t seem to bother our President who is a self confessed a!heist. Should we scrap the constitution also and rewrite the declaration of the Irish Republic? Politicians living off the taxpayer with nothing better to be doing as we battle through a global health emergency and homelessness crisis. The stench of faux outrage is palpable.

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    Nov 18th 2021, 2:37 PM

    @Diarmuid Hunt: So there faith in there own religious beliefs that is prevent them taking office. I’m no fan of religion and I’d have no problem saying a frivolous oath to any god. Let’s be honest it wouldn’t be the first time a politician lied would it?

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    Nov 18th 2021, 2:40 PM

    @Martin Redington: God is NOT religion. Its noteworthy that people who have a problem with God want the State to be god or a human dynasty like the Windsors to be gods.

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    Nov 18th 2021, 3:44 PM

    @Tom Molloy: How is it noteworthy when it’s evidently untrue? God is not a religion obviously but belief in any god should not be a prerequisite to hold office.

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    Nov 18th 2021, 4:01 PM

    @Roy Dowling: I wouldn’t have a problem either but thats only because I don’t beleive in theism but if someone strongly believes some other religion and opposes to swearing an oath to God Almighty based on their beliefs it is exclusionary. The place for God, god or gods is in religious building and people’s homes if they so wish not in government. Our government is not theocratic but governments that are tend to be some of the worst places to live.

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    @John Duggan: you think travellers control the media? That’s actually hilarious, well done

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    Nov 18th 2021, 12:55 PM

    With respect to Evelyn, all I want to know is will I get a snow day this year or not?

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    Nov 18th 2021, 1:25 PM

    Met Eireann don’t issue detailed forecasts for beyond 5 days, but for what it’s worth virtually all the extended models are showing pretty much the same thing regarding next week. Turning colder over the weekend,, slightly milder days/cold, frosty nights midweek but then possibly the start of a more severe spell of cold the following weekend. That’s subject to change which is why Met Eireann won’t mention it until closer to the time, but it’s a little unusual for all models to agree on something that’s 10 or 11 days away.

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    Nov 18th 2021, 3:24 PM

    @Tommy Roche: well said lol you must follow irish weather online he was saying that scenario
    Interesting to see modules show this Greenland high so early could be an interesting winter

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    Nov 18th 2021, 1:44 PM

    Blatant fake news: “Temperatures in the country today are expected to be mild with highs of between 12-16 degrees Celsius, the long-term averages for November in different parts of Ireland range between 7-9 degrees Celsius.”

    That 7-9c range includes night-time minimums, so you are not comparing like-with-like.

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    Nov 18th 2021, 1:18 PM

    Dose Evelyn believe in global warming or does she think its a load of b o l l i x

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    Nov 18th 2021, 1:47 PM

    @Alan Kelly: Without the Greenhouse Effect the Earth would be covered with ice sheets all the way to the equator. Experimental proof of the Greenhouse Effect was discovered in 1896:

    Arrhenius, S., 1896. XXXI. On the influence of carbonic acid in the air upon the temperature of the ground. The London, Edinburgh, and Dublin Philosophical Magazine and Journal of Science, 41(251), pp.237-276.

    The Greenhouse Effect is a fact.

    The question is, do human’s increase the Greenhouse effect (cause global warming) by adding billions of tons of Greenhouse gasses, that trap heat, to the atmosphere e.g. CO2, Methane, Nitrogen Oxides (CO2 is what Arrhenius called carbonic acid in his 1896 paper).

    Why wouldn’t they?

    A 19th century scientist figured out CO2 traps the Sun’s heat, adding more would make the Earth warmer, it’s not complicated. They figured this out >100 years ago.

    See “A 1912 news article ominously forecasted the catastrophic effects of fossil fuels on climate change”.

    So, yes she does believe in anthropogenic global warming / climate change, as do 97% of science papers published:

    Cook, J., et. al, 2016. Consensus on consensus: a synthesis of consensus estimates on human-caused global warming. Environmental Research Letters, 11(4), p.048002. https://doi.org/10.1088/1748-9326/11/4/048002

    NASA has a nice website that explains how we know we are warming the planet.

    https://climate.nasa.gov/evidence/

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    Nov 18th 2021, 3:57 PM

    @David Jordan: Land use probably has a greater effect on warming over C02 and there is also a natural warming/natural cooling cycle in the climate. So alot of moving parts, which I don’t have much confidence in statements like we are creating a climate “crisis”.
    Human’s no doubt are contributing to change, but it’s arguable what proportion of overall change that is human induced. Also, it is unknown what these changes will translate into.

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    Nov 18th 2021, 5:24 PM

    @LaoisWeather: 9 billion of us now, driving, flying, farming, burning, consuming, mining, destroying rainforests that stood for thousands of years… I think it’s safe to say we are responsible for what’s happening, although not solely responsible.

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    Nov 18th 2021, 6:03 PM

    @LaoisWeather: It’s easy express scepticism, ah This or That could be true. But you have not said why these alternatives might be more likely, you just raised them.

    Are they more likely? Let’s look closer:

    “Land use probably has a greater effect on warming over C02″

    Maybe it’s s not humans it’s humans? Anyway it is not true.

    Yes, deforestation, expansion in farming, desertification and urban sprawl (urban heat island effect) contributes to local climate change, but the planet is 71% Ocean and oceans are warming nearly as fast as land.

    Also, 93% heat added to the Earth, from global warming, is collected by the oceans. Water holds vastly more heat than air.

    “More than 90 percent of the warming that has happened on Earth over the past 50 years has occurred in the oceans. Recent studies estimate that warming of the upper oceans accounts for about 63 percent of the total increase in the amount of stored heat in the climate system from 1971 to 2010, and warming from 700 meters down to the ocean floor adds about another 30 percent.”

    So no, most of the warming is not due to land-use change, though it certainly plays a part, locally.

    https://www.climate.gov/news-features/understanding-climate/climate-change-ocean-heat-content

    “And there is also a natural warming/natural cooling cycle in the climate.”

    Yes, there are local or regional climate cycles, driven by periodic changes in ocean currents, such as the Pacific Decadal Oscillation or the North Atlantic Oscillation (which strongly influences our summers).

    Changes in ocean currents help can cool the planet, by sending more warm water towards the Poles where is radiates heat and helps cool the planet, slowing global warming. Indeed, wind driven changes in ocean current in the Pacific helps slow cooling between 1998-2013 e.g.

    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Global_warming_hiatus#/media/File:Global_warming_hiatus.gif

    Alternatively, changes in ocean current can exacerbate the effects of greenhouse gasses, by not moving as much warm water to the poles, and not cooling the planet.

    England, et al., 2014. Recent intensification of wind-driven circulation in the Pacific and the ongoing warming hiatus. Nature climate change, 4(3), pp.222-227.

    The warming hiatus ended in 2013.

    So ocean currents tend speed up or slow down warming, or redistribute heat, but they do not add heat energy to the system overall. They cannot cause warming over the long-term, globally. The system eventually reaches an equilibrium.

    Other common sceptic questions:

    The Sun?

    No, the Sun got very slightly dimmer over the last few decades due to a decrease in Sunspot activity since the 1950s.

    Dust, Soot?

    Dust and sooty air pollution helped cool the planet. But cleaner air, since the 1970s, cleared the sky and helped warmed some regions.

    We’re coming out of an Ice Age!

    We’re in an Ice Age, we’re in the interglacial period of the Holocene ice age. Also, over the last 8,000 years there’s been a very gradual warming trend and then a sudden warming in the last 150 years, far too fast to be natural.

    See: Revised Holocene temperature record affirms role of greenhouse gases in recent millennia

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    Nov 18th 2021, 6:11 PM

    @David Jordan: Correction, I was looking at the wrong line (CO2) on a graph in the last link (Revised Holocene temperature record affirms role of greenhouse gases in recent millennia).

    There was a slow cooling trend in the last 8,000 years, that let to the Little Ice Age (1300 – 1850). This was followed by a very rapid warming in the last 150 years.

    This makes sense as it agrees with the current Milankovitch cycle which says we should be cooling and heading to a new period of glaciation in several thousand years.

    https://climate.nasa.gov/news/2948/milankovitch-orbital-cycles-and-their-role-in-earths-climate/

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    Nov 18th 2021, 1:23 PM

    at least she’s not giving driving advice like the article I saw yesterday

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    Nov 18th 2021, 8:03 PM

    It is hellishly warm regardless of your religious beliefs.

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