Advertisement

We need your help now

Support from readers like you keeps The Journal open.

You are visiting us because we have something you value. Independent, unbiased news that tells the truth. Advertising revenue goes some way to support our mission, but this year it has not been enough.

If you've seen value in our reporting, please contribute what you can, so we can continue to produce accurate and meaningful journalism. For everyone who needs it.

"The next time I die I probably won't come back, so I'm going now" - Dying and following your dreams

Michael Finn suffered a massive heart attack two years ago – since then, his life has changed.

unnamed Michael Finn at the Maasai Mara National Reserve in Kenya Michael Finn Michael Finn

MICHAEL FINN HAS already died three times – or so he’s been told.

The first time was in a hotel in Drogheda. The other two were in hospital beds.

Michael used to be wedding photographer, and on 14 November 2014 he was finishing up a job in Drogheda when he experienced shooting pains in his arms.

He rang his wife Christina and told her to get their son Niall to collect him.

“I’ve pains in my two arms and I can’t drive,” he said.

Michael ran back to the hotel where the wedding was taking place and collapsed in the lobby.

There was a nurse in the lobby of the hotel and a doctor eating dinner in the restaurant.

Both performed CPR on Michael for 40 minutes – well over the normal time spent on the life-supporting action.

“After that, I spent the next five weeks in a coma,” says Michael.

My chances of survival were put at 1%.

That was the first time Michael died – in the lobby of a hotel.

It took incredible luck and the strenuous work of two healthcare professionals to ensure it wouldn’t be the last.

No memory

Michael had suffered from a massive heart attack in Drogheda.

He spent the next five weeks in an induced coma being moved from hospital to hospital.

The next time he died was in the Mater Hospital while they were trying to put a stent into his heart.

Michael doesn’t remember any of this – he doesn’t remember the entirety of the November or most of December, all he knows of the heart attack and after is is what he’s been told by others.

There were times he woke up, others say, but he can’t remember any of them.

A video taken of Michael two and a half weeks into his coma shows him sitting up and talking.

“I’m speaking in the video but I’ve no recollection of this,” he says.

“I actually make a very strange comment – I actually say ‘This is the first time I’ve spoken since the accident’.

So, obviously somewhere in my head I thought that I’d had an accident.

Not only were his chances of survival slim – the possibility of Michael waking up without some serious brain damage as a result of the heart attack were even smaller.

Recovery

The third time Michael died was after a minor heart attack while at Tallaght Hospital, but somehow he recovered, woke up, and was home from the hospital by Christmas.

From there, as he began his recovery – Michael resolved to change his life.

“Since then, my whole attitude to life has changed,” he says.

He started a bucket list of things he had to do before he died for good. Having put it off for too long before, Michael resolved not to let his dreams pass him by.

“At this stage I could barely walk… but I had to do something,” he says.

In October of last year, despite the warnings of healthcare professionals, he took a solo trip to the Maasai Mara National Reserve in Kenya.

“Everyone said you had to wait two years to travel from the time you had the heart attack,” says Michael.

“But I said fuck that for a game of soldiers – I’m not waiting.

The next time I die I probably won’t come back – so I’m going now.

He travelled alone to the Maasai Mara and lived his dream of photographing the wildlife there.

lion-cub-maasai-mara Pictures from Michael's trip to Kenya

Michael says that it was yet another “life-changing” experience in a year that was full of them – after dying three times and following his dream, his life was changed for ever.

buffalo-maasai-mara-kenya

He no longer works as a wedding photographer – the stress of the job would be too much on his already weakened heart.

Money is tight, but he is getting by.

From publishing books of travel and photography, to collaborating on musical projects – Michael has plenty of plans for the time he has left.

“There’s lots of other stuff… but I’m not willing to talk about it just yet,” he says.

It changes your attitude towards life – it’s more important to enjoy life than to spend time worrying.

Humans of Dublin

Michael’s is just one story of the many collected by Hungarian photographer Peter Varga for the Humans of Dublin Facebook page.

Inspired by the similar Humans of New York project, Humans of Dublin is photography and essay project started three years ago – it photographs people around the city and gives excerpts of important moments from their lives.

Michael Finn Michael as pictured by Peter Varga Humans of Dublin Humans of Dublin

The photography project will feature as part of the International Literature Festival Dublin.

A “human library” is being set up today out of Tamp & Stitch in Temple Bar from 2pm to 4pm today.

People will be able to meet Michael and others featured on the Humans of Dublin page. They will be able to chat with them, hear their stories and maybe tell their own.

“I don’t need to walk hours for a great story,” Varga says.

There are so many around us and we walk by them every day not knowing.

You can read more and view the pictures from Michael’s trip to Kenya here

Read: Here’s why Humans of Dublin is the best Facebook page in Ireland

Read: This lovely Humans of Dublin post about the kindness of strangers is warming everyone’s heart

Readers like you are keeping these stories free for everyone...
A mix of advertising and supporting contributions helps keep paywalls away from valuable information like this article. Over 5,000 readers like you have already stepped up and support us with a monthly payment or a once-off donation.

Close
19 Comments
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Gerard J. Hannan
    Favourite Gerard J. Hannan
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 7:46 AM

    Hopefully now that things are calming he might take time out to release a new Gangham song for us fans.

    101
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute pats brandon
    Favourite pats brandon
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 7:06 AM

    Quick! Someone stop Leo before he invites him here!

    74
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Fabio Dillon
    Favourite Fabio Dillon
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 7:09 AM

    @pats brandon: what has Leo got to do with this?

    79
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute nelly
    Favourite nelly
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 7:58 AM

    @Fabio Dillon: it’s called a humorous comment and as for Leo and Kim that won’t happen as there is no way you can be seen to meet with a monster, who has destroyed his peoples lives and forced more than a few people to leave their home and birth place for a better life and whose people are now suffering from food shortage, no money and health system that is 3rd world and has people dying as a result.
    But if Kim has no problem with this and can overlook Leo’s faults and failings to the irish people so be it

    93
    See 10 more replies ▾
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Walt Jabsco
    Favourite Walt Jabsco
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 8:12 AM

    @nelly:
    Trying to compare Ireland to NK is moronic, even if its an attempt to be humourous.

    26
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute nelly
    Favourite nelly
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 8:27 AM

    @Walt Jabsco: so sorry snowflake, did I upset you

    27
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Dessie Deratta
    Favourite Dessie Deratta
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 8:28 AM

    @Walt Jabsco: who performed your humour bypass?

    Damn good whoever it was….

    22
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Walt Jabsco
    Favourite Walt Jabsco
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 9:04 AM

    @Dessie Deratta:
    I have a great sense of humour thanks sweetheart – it’s just that there was nothing even remotely funny in Nelly’s comment.

    8
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute nelly
    Favourite nelly
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 9:20 AM

    @Walt Jabsco: 25 thumbs up and counting says different. Unfortunately the journal and snowflakes, like yourself got rid of the red thumbs down, as you don’t do rejection well. Smiley face, smiley face, humorous face, laughing face. Wave bye bye

    18
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Michael Geraghty Bodycoach
    Favourite Michael Geraghty Bodycoach
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 10:17 AM

    @Walt Jabsco: I’d say you’re great Craic over a pint.

    9
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Colm Mullen
    Favourite Colm Mullen
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 10:34 AM

    @nelly: except for food shortage, I agree 100%

    2
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute tweetforjunk
    Favourite tweetforjunk
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 11:38 AM

    @Walt Jabsco: No you don’t and yes there was.

    2
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Anton Friendo
    Favourite Anton Friendo
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 11:55 AM

    @pats brandon: Leo can invite Justin Trudea for an afternoon of ..
    Orange Mocha Frappuccino’s ! !!!!
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OTrxEQnPtAg

    3
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Fabio Dillon
    Favourite Fabio Dillon
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 3:55 PM

    @nelly: yeah it’s not a humorous comment. Completely and utterly a non relevant comment. Thanks for your dribble though.

    1
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute pc_comments
    Favourite pc_comments
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 7:33 AM

    Chins finally taking some responsibility for this rogue leader with nuclear weapons which they created…….Have to give Trump some credit for this…..

    41
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Sean Conway
    Favourite Sean Conway
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 7:56 AM

    @pc_comments: What are you talking about?

    23
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Dessie Deratta
    Favourite Dessie Deratta
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 8:24 AM

    @pc_comments: in this case you could use the common typo “rouge regime” and still be right.

    2
    See 1 more reply ▾
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute WoodlandBard
    Favourite WoodlandBard
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 10:13 AM

    @pc_comments: yes, puzzled myself. Read somewhere, USA has 5500 nuke warheads, Russia has about 4000 nukes, China has 250, India and Pakistan have about 5 each, and there is world panic that Rocket Man may have 1 ???

    6
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Dessie Deratta
    Favourite Dessie Deratta
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 8:03 AM

    Expel some Chinese diplomats.

    We don’t need an actual reason….or must we wait till British spooks instruct us to?

    37
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Sean Conway
    Favourite Sean Conway
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 9:04 AM

    @Dessie Deratta: What has china done on ireland?

    7
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Ronaldo Blanc
    Favourite Ronaldo Blanc
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 2:09 PM

    @Sean Conway: What have the Russians done to Ireland? Tory boys Leo and Simon wanting to please their superiors.

    10
    See 2 more replies ▾
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Harry Whitehead
    Favourite Harry Whitehead
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 6:23 PM

    @Dessie Deratta: Stick to your day job.

    1
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Dessie Deratta
    Favourite Dessie Deratta
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 9:34 PM

    @Sean Conway: As we see from the Russian affair we don’t need a reason…neither China nor Russia have every done Ireland any harm.

    But lets expel them to show solidarity with the Pentagon.

    1
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Ger Burke
    Favourite Ger Burke
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 8:11 AM

    Donald will sort out all those lads

    20
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Larry Doyle
    Favourite Larry Doyle
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 11:20 AM

    @Ger Burke: The guy can’t even hire a lawyer.

    7
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Ger Burke
    Favourite Ger Burke
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 3:00 PM

    @Larry Doyle: Thanks for the leftie input. Took a while for you to come up with that I’d say.

    4
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Centerro
    Favourite Centerro
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 8:00 AM

    Now, let’s hope these two lads can sort things out themselves. No need for the US to stick their beak in. N.korea are no more a threat to the world than Wales are.

    17
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Walt Jabsco
    Favourite Walt Jabsco
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 8:16 AM

    @Centerro:
    Tell that to the South Koreans

    15
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Dessie Deratta
    Favourite Dessie Deratta
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 8:26 AM

    @Walt Jabsco: actually the SoKos are scared that Trump will start a war that will kill millions of them.

    13
    See 3 more replies ▾
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Walt Jabsco
    Favourite Walt Jabsco
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 9:08 AM

    @Dessie Deratta:
    It’s possible to be afraid of both the US and NK you know. They just don’t want a war full stop, and who could blame them?

    2
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Sean Conway
    Favourite Sean Conway
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 9:34 AM

    @Walt Jabsco: It’s ok for th US to have a civil war. but korea or anyone shouldn’t?

    1
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Mick Jordan
    Favourite Mick Jordan
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 1:08 PM

    @Sean Conway: They did have one. 1950 to 1952. Read a history book.

    1
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Adam Reid
    Favourite Adam Reid
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 11:28 AM

    Another triumph for Trump.

    7
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Liam Rogers
    Favourite Liam Rogers
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 9:00 AM

    Its a good step forward

    5
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Adrian
    Favourite Adrian
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 8:17 AM

    Funny how a guy that’s worshipped so much in North Korea is so scared that he has to take secret trips abroad. Thought he’d be a guy for full state honours when he travels abroad. But then the north Koreans probably don’t even know he’s gone!

    6
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Dessie Deratta
    Favourite Dessie Deratta
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 8:31 AM

    @Adrian: apparently he is afraid of flying.

    Perhaps not for the same reason that many people are.

    9
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute Me_a_monkey
    Favourite Me_a_monkey
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 9:10 AM

    @Adrian: probably so much secrecy because he’s scared of being assassinated or being kidnapped by the CIA.

    If either happened the country would deny it and his clone would take over!

    8
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute johnbunton
    Favourite johnbunton
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 12:09 PM

    I’d love to go for a pint him

    1
    Install the app to use these features.
    Mute johnbunton
    Favourite johnbunton
    Report
    Mar 28th 2018, 12:09 PM

    @johnbunton: with him

    1
Submit a report
Please help us understand how this comment violates our community guidelines.
Thank you for the feedback
Your feedback has been sent to our team for review.
JournalTv
News in 60 seconds