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ON 21 SEPTEMBER 2017, I joined the ranks of the “long-term homeless”, the official term used once you have been homeless for six months or more.
Upon first hearing the term, I thought it sounded fairly arbitrary. I didn’t realise that, in fact, there are real divisions within this socioeconomic group, and that six months marks the beginning of a person’s assimilation into the generally unseen culture of the “long-term homeless”, irrespective of what happened to land you in homelessness.
It’s important to note that there are different types of homelessness, the hidden homeless, rough sleepers and people in emergency accommodation. These categories make it impossible to estimate the number of actual homeless people in Ireland, but according to Uplift, there are 8,000 people currently living in emergency accommodation (I am but one individual in that category). Of these, 3,000 are children.
So what does this process of assimilation mean for someone living in the hostels?
For me it started out with a gradual darkening of things I used to find enjoyable. I often see frivolity now where before I saw fun.
Being queer, I feel, for the first time alienated by the relentlessly upbeat camp and colour of LGBT culture. My mind is otherwise occupied, intent on self-preservation, trying to block out the severe drug addiction and misery I see every day, people living at their wit’s end, acting aggressively and bursting into rages at the smallest, most seemingly inconsequential things. Not that they’re to be blamed for this.
Living in emergency accommodation can feel as though the walls are closing in on you, especially when you’re sharing a room with a perfect stranger.
There are rules to living in emergency accommodation
If you don’t follow them you can find yourself in deep trouble. In the 12-hour hostel where I stayed initially, sustained eye contact is to be avoided, as it is often perceived as a direct threat. I witnessed several serious rows about that, some which resulted in violence.
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Likewise, if you are seen sharing anything valuable (in my case tobacco) there are people who will take advantage of your “giving” nature. You have to keep an eye on your things at all times. You stand guard over your laundry like your life depends on it; theft of underwear and other clothes is a serious problem.
The most valuable things you are permitted to bring with you are a phone (no laptops or valuables allowed), and you are expected to have little enough with you to move to a different hostel with a few hours notice. And – maybe the most curious, counter-intuitive of all these unspoken rules – you never announce it to anybody when you’re moved from one hostel to the next.
Homeless people in these situations are not to be blamed
They are living in a brutal, brutalising environment. Homelessness is a trauma in and of itself, most often followed by the loss of work, mental health issues, addictions which got out of hand – all traumas in their own right. This creates a cocktail for the perfect internal storm. It is not a choice. Nor is it a series of “bad life choices”.
As I write this I am sitting with a non-alcoholic beer in my hand on my last night in emergency accommodation. Only a few days after becoming long-term homeless, I have been afforded an escape route.
My nextdoor neighbour Lisa has been homeless for 24 years. She is addicted to crack cocaine, and I don’t blame her for it. It’s the loneliness, she says, that drives her to it.
To be honest, I feel survivor’s guilt to be getting out, and am keenly aware that this is largely due to the fact that I have been afforded the privilege of a good education. Nonetheless, I’m lucky to be getting out before my psychological tapestry falls apart.
I have made no friends in my time here. Everything has felt transient and hollow. I am moving on to a new chapter in settled accommodation. But, I know I will never again pass a homeless person on the street without at least acknowledging their presence – even just to let them know if I don’t have a penny to spare.
I would urge anybody in the same situation – as we all are, nowadays, regularly – to recognise that the homeless person, voiceless on the side of a street, is a real human being with an often complex and traumatic past. Compassion, empathy and communication can break through some of the brutal realities these people face on a daily basis. A single kind gesture could make more of a difference than you realise.
Christine O’Donnell is interested in writing on topics related to mental health, LGBT rights and marginalised groups within Irish society. She is also a musician and volunteers her spare time to fundraise for causes she feels strongly about.
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Any chance of some balanced journalism and report on the siege by Turkey and its head hacking allies in Afrin?
Indiscriminate bombing? Check
Civilians being massacred? Check
Lots of kids being blown to bits? Check
Maybe it’s too real and the status quo is afraid Call it for what it is, 100 years since the Greek and Armenian genocide, the Turkish establishment haven’t lost their Mongol slaying instincts
@Chicinho: The lack of media coverage of what’s going on in Afrin is disgraceful. It’s been under bombardment for weeks now, and has had no water for over a week since Turkey shut of supply from a nearby dam and treatment plant. All we hear in MSM is Turkey’s version of events. And it’s not like the US are nowhere to be seen as their allies are slaughtered. They are actually watching from a few Km’s away and not lifting a finger to intervene. Disgusting.
@Chicinho: Not to mention Zionist Israel getting the US to fight a proxy regime change war to install a puppet president. The UN previously recognized Assad’s Syria until Israel and the US decided he should go. Putin is no saint but I’m glad he stuck in there because otherwise they would have establish anew front in Iran and that would not be nice for anyone.
Goal are really taking sides in this complex 6 year civil war….Seeing things from the Sunni Jahadi side…..Many of the 400000 civilians in Ghouta don’t support the Sunni Jahadi and wish they would take up the offer from Syrian army to surrender and safe passage to another rebel held area to fight on…..Saudi Arabia and Qatar have armed and trained many of these rebels in Saudi proxy war against Iran…..Whatever about been democratic moderate rebels at start of conflict as John Kerry and Joe Biden called them….For many years they are Sunni Jahadi similiar to IS…..Very wrong of Goal to support them…
@Jamie Thornton: ‘Sunni jihadists similar to IS’. and backed by the US of course. why can’t journalists report it like it is? because they are owned by corporate greed who have no concept of people suffering.
The official policy of the west – ‘Regime change’ for Syria has been stymied by Russian military intervention. This policy of Regime change, has involved Britain, the Us and and their allies arming and promoting ‘ moderate rebels’ to destabilize the Syrian Government and destroy the country and it’s people. These moderate rebels are terrorists. The west, for all it’s talk of freedom and Liberty and morality, has descended into a pit of double standards, lies and murder. Everyone who has backed the west’s narrative is also in this pit of blood and shares responsibility – this includes the media here in Ireland and around the world esp. state propaganda outlets like RTE and the BBC.
It is no wonder there is huge anti Russian sentiment at the moment as they have ruined the complete destruction of Syria for western and Israeli geopolitical goals.
@raymond grehan: This is not in interest of Israel ….Obama administration did train and arm the rebels in early days of conflict….It was in Jordan not Israel….This Syrian civil war has been a disaster for Israel …. Iran’s proxy army are now on their border with Syria as well as in Lebonan….Israel are close to the Druse in Syria who support Assad….Jews are not stupid supporting a Sunni Jahadi takeover of Syria with one of the main groups Al Nusra in charge would be disaster for Isreal….One of the few things Sunni and Shia agree on is destruction of Israel….Only group Israel support are the Kurds in Northern Syria….
@Raymond well said and to add also that this is in Black n white, its not a conspiracy theory. Go check out the white paper named ‘Project for the new American Century’..it tells you all you need.
@Jamie Exactly. Have you ever wondered why there are none such articles with inside stories from people in Yemen ?? They have been under constant bombardment by US backed Saudi forces for months and months now and theres a humanitarian crisis underway. I recall a funeral of a family member killed by a dropped bomb and then they blew up the funeral home while all the mourners were there, as one example
@Nigel O’Neill: I know nigel its a sad state of affairs in Yemen at the moment and will be for a long time as long as the UK USA are backing the slaughter.
@Nigel O’Neill:
May and the British have blood on their hands. They are arming the Saudi killers.
That’s why I can’t take their self-righteousness about the Rusian guy seriously.
@Walt Jabsco: don’t know what to believe anymore. The American paid “rebels” fight on, and the Syrian government drops bombs. I’m sure it’s awful, but the dripfed white-helmet type nonsense doesn’t get attention anymore. No Twitter in Yemen it seems.
These people are trying to drag us into their war. If they want to stop the violence, they should call on their jihadi buddies to leave Ghouta, and to set the civilian population there free.
I’m sick of all the chancers that have spring up–Whiite Helmets etc. A few months back I saw video of the White Helmets (they took off the helmets) cutting off the head of a Palestinian kid. I have no sympathy for them now.
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